Heres a look.
It is funny.. even though i am 'all grown up' When my brother pushes my buttons .. i explode. My family fights a lot.. just like most families.. but what i have been doing for the last few years.. is try to be the peace maker. I dont let them get on my nerves for all of the stupid things they do.. I try to be there for them to talk to me.. because they cant talk to eachother.. I try to be there for them..

But no matter how much one tries to make thing right.. thing will always blow up. and today by thing i mean me. I just get so sick of trying to do good. and then i slip up by -> yelling back or something..
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I just cant keep that built up inside. Anyone who know me.. know that is not me.. I say what i think,,. even when i shouldnt.

Talk about internal conflict..
In case yas couldnt notice.. I am really angry right now. I just get so stressed ..that sometimes.. i just want to jump on a plane and take off..

Some things do get better as ppl get older.. others just dont.