Dream

I had a dream the other night.
I was at an old friends house, and so was my cat chicken. Hime me and a couple other guys were just hanging out in the living room when this guy i dont know says "hey lets go hand out in the other room for a minute" I said" Oh god I know what you wanna talk to me about"
He was going on to me about how he knows that i have a man but my friend just doesnt understand why i dont want him. How this friend still really likes me, and thinks that we would have something 'special'. I looked at this guy and rolled my eyes and told him" ya that I have been with Dan for four years. This has been going on with _____(friends name) for over four years. I cant believe that he is still talking about it."
The guy was all shocked. By this time we were just hanging out lying in this ol friend of mines bed. He started getting all touchie feely when my cat chicken jumped up on my chest all happy. She was just purring away and i didnt look at her .. When i did look at her i saw that she caught a mouse. She ran away leaving this dead mouse on my chest.
I thought "okay eww gross i have to get that off me"
The guy said "hey that's not a mouse"
I looked back down at it and whatever it was its eyballs started bleeding out along with other places.
I started freaking out, jumped up and started gagging.
I was going to vomit.

So I ran to the bathroom only to find that the it was in use and the door was closed/ So I ran to the kitchen to find somewhere to puke and found that my ol friends parents were doing dishes.
There wasnt any more time. I put my hand over my mouth and started projectile vomiting. Vomit spraying in between the cracks of my fingers all over the kitchen floor, even some on the wall.

Everyone was looking at me like my head was cut off.
Then my stomach started rowing again, so i ran to the bathroom and continued getting sick.

Nice dream ey?
My dreams are so vivid, its like my unconcious mind is trying to scream at me to listen.

Busy busy busy.
I like it. I can truthfully say that I would rather have a million things to do and be putting them off than to have nothing to do and be doing nothing.
I have been putting a lot more effort into getting together with the family lately. I mean the grandmothers and maybe even the cousins. I spend a ton of time with my immediate family, which is great. When I lived in fredericton i missed them so much i got a house right next door to them when i moved back!! Im not sure if i will always be like that though. If i am it will be impossible for me to ever move far away for a while. Cant live with them or without them:)

I would like to make a tribute to Mr Clow. Who passed away last Saturday evening. He may have been 85 years old but he was always out and about...Until the unfortunate turn of events on Saturday night where he was crossing the street and was hit by a vehicle. (No alcohol or anything was involved but it is still really sad)
He is one of the neighborhood people that you would always see around within grand tracadie. If he wasnt driving up and down the road in his car he was taking Toby for a walk, always giving a wave on his way by.

I beleive that these things happen for a reason though. Even if they dont seem to make sense they happened for a reason. There have been so many deaths in this neck of the woods that it just makes me wonder what it is suposed to mean. Bernie, Darrell, Grampie, Tyler, Linus...
I dont know.