Dream

In nb was finishing up with client work. Once that was finished, I had to scramble to the place that belonged to J and I. My parents had arrived and I had to finish packing. I was dividing items but continued to lack progress. As I separated items ,they would find their way back together again. Everything was a disorganized mess. N was there. She was very emotional to say goodbye. As she hugged me I could feel her large tears falling into my lap. It was difficult to see her in so much pain. J was at work while I attempted to pack up my last car load of things. M was apparently moving in. At one point he walked in and I was naked. I jogged and skipped across the hall to find something to wear. I was somewhat self conscious that he had just seen me naked for the first time. J would never smoke indoors at the last place. But as I ran through I noticed that M had been doing so. He was smoking at the porch. When he saw me at first, he gave me that awkward, mixed emotion smile. No embrace. As I jogged through the place nude, I saw spirals of smoke from the rooms that M must have been in. I was surprised that he was in a room that had most of my stuff. I then noticed that his stuff was also tangled in the mess. My parents returned. Dad had to be back to the island for work and was pressuring me to hurry up. I could see by looking at them how unconditionally they loved me. My mom's eyes full of love, she hugged me and began to tear up. She said that she hopes that they (mom and dad) were enough. I told her that I am of them. Of course they are enough. She said that she used to see herself and dad in me when I was young. But she didn't see it now. I told her that it is mostly all I can see when I look at myself. Got in dad's truck. If was full of random crap from my place. He made a little complaint about it. I had felt so rushed that I forgot many items and would have to return to the house again. Emotions; confusion, love, gratitude, pain, heartbreak, fear, sadness