Bubble bathing while she's numb. Fragments of memories stored in her body. Fading in and out, certainly not a pleasure. Sometimes choking on her own breath. Feels like her throat is twisted full of copper death. But then eye lashes flutter, seemingly back to life. Fuzzy mind fades. But it still feels rough.
Mind gone blank, yet again
Stomach twisted, like your eyes around the highway bend. Anticipating a tightly woven curve. Body bracing for a swerve.
Body suddenly frozen, ice crystals rushing. Radiating from chest outwards.
But then the heat of the bath brings her in. In and out from comfortably numb.