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I just reread that post about P.E.I. that I wrote. Since then I have accepted a full time position there. Looks like my feeling was correct. I start in June. It is quite quite quite bittersweet. This is my last week at work. I am saying goodbye to so many people. Places. Routines. Such a time of change. I am quite emotional about it. Crying over random thoughts throughout the day. This is the first time that I feel like I am totally doing it on my own. Which is great on the independence side of things. But I am sad. I have a lot of work to get through this week. It is overwhelming. But I know that once it is complete I will be excited. I have 2 weeks off between jobs. A defry vacation. I am sure I will be excited when I get through this week. But I will also be sad. It is the end of a major part of my life... in so many way. I still know that I am doing the right thing though. i am blessed in many ways. But I am also bitter about the other things.