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Wow.. So I thought that when Danial went away for a month that I would have tons of free time to do my school work. Thinking that I was being smart I decided to continue working part time 1-2 days a week, take 3 courses, work 3 days a week at my field placement and top it off with volunteering twice a week. I don't understand why I do this to myself. It is like I get it in my head that I do not have a limit and can do it all.
"Cringe"
I am volunteering for the military families place and had no idea what I would be doing. My first day (Tuesday) they had me sit with another chick for 2 hours brainstorming 2 posters. ... I mean wow. 2 hours planning basic posters... Ick. I am going to try again next week but if it is not worth my time it is being cut out. I am complaining a bit now but I am wishful that it will get better.

I have been pretty stressed out since I got back to Kingston because I was waiting for my student loan. I can't stand the thought of using my credit card to pay for the daily things. Money came in today (Woohoo!) so first thing I took care of any of the credit card spending.

Happier things:
My new puppy loves me. It is weird adjusting to having a dog to take for walks and clean up after. I was stupid and did not puppy proof my place so today I came home to find that he chewed into two pairs of my heels. Grr.. That won't be happening anymore.

My field placement is cool. It is nice to have some real job experience. Reading about it only takes me so far. Seeing patients and learning about their backgrounds is really intense but that seems to be what I'm into.

Even though I am overwhelmed by my work load I am sooo bored. Working all the time sucks. I am complaining like I never do anything yet I went out Friday night dancing with Kat and had her over last night for girly time.

:/

Good ol' blog

So, for those of you who are extremely unobservant my blog format has drastically changed. I like most of this layout except for the "coloured" tag thing. Hopefully I can get rid of it... some day.

I have had this blog since 2004 and find my "young" posts to be funny and immature. The thing about having a blog that is as old as this one is you never have a clue who reads the thing.

I have said it before but I find that my posts are really censored and I can't rant about what is really on my mind. With this said, I am considering making this into an "invite only" place. I really don't think that many people visit this place... I realize that I am NOT that interesting but paranoia consumes me.

If anyone out there is reading and would like to continue reading let me know!

I am going to think about it some more. We shall see.