My heart is pounding, hands are shaking and I am extremely weak at the knees. No I didnt see Jim Carrey. I just pierced my friggen ear. I have this lovely condition where I continously pierce my ears, and one side grows over in a day and the other stays open. So NEEDLES to say I have more holes in one ear than the other.. and usually cannot wear ear rings because the other side friggen grows over.

I decided that I am giving it one more shot.. but OMG my nerves!
I used to love the rush from getting a piercing.. now im an old chicken shit.

Other than that my life is extremly boring. Pathetically I would be saying the same if I was getting a lap dance from a gay male dancer.

What can I say? everything seems so boring. I am also extremely fustrated because I dont even have the freedom to go on a random road trip. Man I dont get two days off in a row.. and i would feel really guilty if i ever faked sick.

The randomness seems to be taken away.

Oh well.. something is going to happen soon. I can feel it. I just have no idea what it will be. If nothing happens I will need to make something happen. lol.

Something I have noticed for the last while is that my tummy is screwed up feeling. It feels like someone went inside and twisted all of the organs and arteries. It is like one of my ovaries have been moved from the lower pelvis to my right shoulder, while the other one was pushed down closer to my legs.

Sure sounds healthy ey?

Swimming is coming soon.. and i will look just as sexy in a bathingsuit as i did last year.. which is neither good nor bad news. meh

yay.. I am happy i pierced my friggen ear. I actually miss my tongue ring. I bet my teeth would have been in pretty bad shape by now though.

So.. here is my new goal:
To get 2 days off in a row and do something fun with them!