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Long time no post. I almost decided to retire this blog. I of course am sitting here not able to sleep.. I am so full of marshmellows that I swear if you were to take a blood test only sugar would come out.
I have been on vacation for the last week.. and am sillily getting upset about it. I dont feel like i am taking advantage of the time as much as i should be .. yet i havent really been wasting a whole lot of time.
Maybe I am just more depressed about the idea of going back to work on monday. BLAH!

At least I will be going back to some nice shifts again. (not that i have much to wine about in that department anyways) Thats right ...monday to friday 8:30 till 5:00.. no more thursday nights ... and the weekend off.. Pretty sweet right?

I am so wound up right now.. eek

I decided to go rollerblading today.. and of course wiped out.. It was a crazy slow motion free fall.. Where i basically had time to think about the fall i was about to endure.
After i fell i scraped myself off the pavement and began laughing histerically. I felt like a kid again.. i was too proud about my scraped knee.


Now im feeling the pain though.. lol.. Man i can be a tough bitch. I also accidently sliced open the side of my foot with a dull foot scrapey thing which killed.

I dont know why but i am not getting my usual burst of excitment with the coming summer.. Usually the change in weather would be enough to keep me from cranking..not this time..
But so help me that is not going to stop me from having an AMAZING summer! Summer is my season.. I cant waste it by being silly.
..... oh oh oh.. I had the most amazing dream.. but i am not going to say it because i fully intent to make it into a movie..Thats right .. a big time movie WITH a sequel.. and that damn sequel has an alternate ending!!

I dont want to ruin it by telling you about it here on blog.

You know what I really hate> Are ticks. .. I saw one once and i get sooo grossed out with it now.. I was planting a flower and saw something that looked like one and i almost cried...
And let me tell you.. I am not the type that usally cries over bugs..

I dont really like these insomic posts.. because they dont make much sense to me... meh