arg

.. umm yeah.. about the last post... Dont really remember where i was trying to go with that. flagla.
So christmas has come and gone.. Everyone family wise were sick all at different times.. I was a little but not bad enough to complain.
My job is really boring. It is so friggen boring. Some of you out there wouldnt think so.. you would love every minute of it.. but im just going through a blah work stage.
What else is new?
the potluck last night was great. Everyone had suck amazing food. It was delicious. Huge turn out though. Met a lot of new people.
Once again realized how much I would like to learn to play guitar.
Just another thing on my huge list of things i want to do.

that's right

Im making a post and i am reallllly wasted!!!
"rocK oN!!!!"
I know a lot of things about myself aka i am learingin to diserfer them.. blah spelling LOL!@
ok soo just so you can see where i am coming from .. so far tonight i have drank a bottle of homemade wine.. some champagbe.. rev.. captain morgain spiced rum ... moose head dry..whatever else i cannot rememmer. .. i am enjoying some wicked awsome live musice shake~m...
i am hearin conversation about "how real it feels... in the 70's)
wtf
am is still doin here!! ahhh
ok enough!!!!!!

locomotion

Christmas is almost here!! I have been putting of shopping stubornly because I was in denial how close it is! We put lights up outside last night. Bright blue ones. It is fun to have our own house and get to pick what goes outside.

Every week goes by quicker and quicker. We keep getting busier and busier. I love it like that.. so I am not complaining. I am one of those people who goes nuts when there is nothing to do. I would much rather have a load of things I could be doing and choose to do nothing instead :)

My weekends are too short. Friday night poker is always pretty wicked.. and then I cant help but go out Saturday night, Simply because I dont work Sundays.
So Danial is makeing a 'special' supper for me right now.. I am so hungry.. mmm

I dont have anything very interesting to say.

Yet I have noticed all of the friggen court hearings about murders lately. Pretty crazy. I dont even have to read a good mystery anymore.. just turn on the news. I have been thinking a lot about how it would suck to be on jury duty. If I was jobless or something it wouldnt matter. But for those huge cases they are only paying people 16,000.00 a year. For people like me with student debt..\other debt.. thats not enought to cover the bills.

I suck .. I am 20 year old and am up to my eyeballs in the negative.. lol
I dont care though.. Things always work out in the end... Although sometimes I feel like I am 47.. Which is why my current goal is to live young for godsakes.. ..I AM YOUNG


~peace

It is 1:45am and I get to work tomorrow. Too bad I cant sleep. I just cant stop thinking when i go to bed lately. I am constantly daydreaming.
Hopefully this post will make me tired enough to sleep.

This week I had a few days vacation.. pretty cool I basically chilled with Dan and Tasha. I have actually been kinda sick for about a week. Sick enough to make me not want to do anything but not sick enough to miss any days i had to work.
Dan and I finally got some yard stuff finished.. We made a wooden railing for our front step today. That was fun ,,I dont think i did too bad using the eletric saw. I have been in christmas mode too.. Doing some decorating around the house. I did skip out on a pot luck that was suposed to be at work tonight. It sounded really fun.. everyone would bring in really yummy food and do christmas decorating crafts.

Sounded fun, but not fun enough for me to go in on my last day of vacation.
So I was just sitting here staring blank for about 10 minutes which to me means I have nothing left to post lol.
:)

new way

.. So I have been doing well with stuff.. yep thats right .. stuff.. Work is good.. I really like my job. And when you are working full time .. it's important.

I kind if feel like I have turned a new leaf.. I usually am feeling really refreshed feeling.. and when i feel depressed.. i just use it to motivate me.

mmm My hands smell like vanilla.
I just went blank,..
Dan and I are finally makeing our place feel like home.. Our walls arent quite so bare. still have a closet half full of unpacked things.. for most part we are good though.. We are such pack rats.. We keep the most meaningless peices of paper.. Like a blank paper I had a doodle of a flower on it..

We found a bag that we didnt unpack since 2003 which had broken glass from the front of an art piece.. I cant believe how horrible my spelling has gotten.. Dam high tech computers and auto spell check.. meh

If ANYONE wants a kitty .. they are ready to go now.. We found a home for one so there are 2 left.. both girl kitties.. on fluffy one medium haired.

I cant live meuch longer with 4 cats.. Cats are great.. Its just cleaning up 4 cats poop box that sucks. blah ..

I also would like to **announce that Dan and I will be hosting a New Years bash this year... The more the merrier! I dont know how many people look at this blog so i will make sure to pass the word more so when it gets closer.

i guess thats enough jabbering for now..

skndal it!!!

I have a kitty scratch on my pinky finger.. oh well.. I miss everyone!!!!! I went to visit tash last weekend and had a wicked time. here are some new pics.. some from the trippppp

WOH
October what? Blue October? Who!?
My fist memory of the hate song by Blue October is wicked.. I was really out of it middle of the night.. and a late night show came on.. I had/have no idea whether it was J~Lenno.. back to the point They rocked that stage.. I will never forget it. Last weekend was awsome.. I went to Elizabeth's concert of hope..with my boss and his wife lol. I saw some crazy intense violin with the horse strings flying off everwhere.. then some Shaye, Dan HILL and Jacksoul. It was cool. During intermission Dan and I did a hop and a skip to the liquor store and got some beer, which we consumed at one of my 'brother in laws' place.. Havent seen them since the wedding. One long night talking about banking clevage.

The weekend before that was also pretty sweet.. Dan and I went bar hopping in the ch'dot. After eating half a delicious donair at Jacks Dan got it to go and put the container in my big toronto purse.. Bad idea.. Cab ride home reached to make the payment to find everything drenched in donair sauce and donair meat. Im sure the cabbie loved it!

Well I have tomorrow off and have the whole night to do whatever I want!

BTW.. Thanks to EVERYONE who took part in the wedding..Everyone pulled together and made our day great! I love all of you!!! :P

hunkin fliez

jua zee
I have the weekend off.. That's right, both Sat and Sun! It seems like no one ever updates their blogs anymore!!
Cmon people! Give me something to do.
brrr
I cant beleive how cold it has gotten today! Time just doesnt stop playing this game with me.. I mean. I am still stuck in April 2005..
Oh yeah.. those awsome nights out with Alex or Tori.

hmmm I think that all I have been doing lately is Reminising.. Right now... I feel almost undescribable.. I dont know what I have been thinking about,, or what I want to do..
I now understand.. that my life is never going to slow down.. Not for a looong time anyways.
Does anyone else feel that time is just rediculous>?

Blogger isnt letting me post pictures..

I am not a born bride.

So the wedding was awsome. It was a beautiful ceremony, the food at the reception was awsome, and I had a lot of fun at the dance.
I am glad that we put as much work into it as we did, but it is time for the wedding excitement to go. LOL.

I was a strange little girl growing up. I never had fantacies of what my wedding day would be like.. let alone fantasize about being married. I was much too preoccupied with discovering whether or not supernatural powers could be acquired.

Growing up I always believed that one day I would just explode with super powers that have been waiting to suface from within.

Even though I am such a BORING adult right now... I definetly have super powers. You want details. nah.

On another note.. I cant wait to begin making clothes again. My parents got Dan and I a sewing machine for a wedding shower,, and I cannot wait to rekindle.

I get married in less than a week!!!

Sleep deprived..
baggy eyed
with gritted teeth.

more and more days
lacking the REM

Donair pizza.. you are my enemy
I must resist the sweet temtation


16 days

less than a month!

I am going to be a mrs in less than a month. It hit me a bit more today with the wedding shower. ..I am having so much fun with this. I hope to see everyone at the open dance... :)

cadada day 2006 :)

pics in red and white

CANADA DAY 2006!

Heres a look.
It is funny.. even though i am 'all grown up' When my brother pushes my buttons .. i explode. My family fights a lot.. just like most families.. but what i have been doing for the last few years.. is try to be the peace maker. I dont let them get on my nerves for all of the stupid things they do.. I try to be there for them to talk to me.. because they cant talk to eachother.. I try to be there for them..

But no matter how much one tries to make thing right.. thing will always blow up. and today by thing i mean me. I just get so sick of trying to do good. and then i slip up by -> yelling back or something..
uh

I just cant keep that built up inside. Anyone who know me.. know that is not me.. I say what i think,,. even when i shouldnt.

Talk about internal conflict..
In case yas couldnt notice.. I am really angry right now. I just get so stressed ..that sometimes.. i just want to jump on a plane and take off..

Some things do get better as ppl get older.. others just dont.

MAy.. ITs MAY!
Time makes me sick sometimes.Then again ..... (Oops lost my train of thought there)
I have started sending out wedding invites. We dont have a lot of ppls addresses.. so if you would like to be reallllly helpful.. send it to me!

Things are going to be pretty wild for time until the end on june.
Unless I become a horrible slacker and throw everything away. One summer course at upei is the equivelent to 2 regular courses it seems. Meh.

Like the pasty white

I am sick.. again :( I seem to be catching anything that is going around these days. Thats what i get for dealing with dirty money I guess.

I want some ice cream. mmm butterscotch.

Dan was on vacation this week.. Lets just say ..I didn t see too much of him. haha

I dont get to say this much.. but i am rreally overslept. I am having trouble typing for each finger has pain. Reasons varying from nasty steam burn, paper cuts and broken nails (the broken nails that go right donw to the skin of course)

I woke this morning around three am.. and was surprised with what i found in the staring back at me in the mirror. It was a strange version of me with exceptoinally slanted eyes that werequite puffy. And my lips pulled to such a tight line one could hardly tell they existed.

I cant wait until our front yard transforms from a mudlot to a grasslot.

Sleeping depresses me. Staying in the house all day long makes me clasterphobic.
I love red wine but miss my grandfather.

I had a great weekend. Natasha and I had our girls night Saturday. Going from pub to pub to try different coctails and martines. Never onve did we have the same drink twice.
Of course prior to that we shopped "till we dropped"

Lots of fun! :)

I am enthused for the upcoming summer. I will have to make up for the beach loss last summer.

I have been in higher spirits that last week or so.. Nice weather does that to me. Even though I constatnly have a sickly cold lagging on.

I love how a new job can make you feel 100 pounds lighter :)
dresses from scratch are my new hobby!

I just want to make time stop.. It is flying by.
..Except for today. lol. I am feeling really crappy. My stomach just wont settle. blah.
Happy Birthday Tasha! :)
Hope that you had a good night last night.
And happy birthday to you too steph!

I have been so drained these last couple of weeks.
Maybe I should take a *spa* day..

...
Today I beleive I will go to the gym and then drink much alcohol. :)
How "delightful"
...

i cannot beleive how quickly time is going by. i am having quite the trouble typing because my finger was sliced by a plastic bottle last night. yum!
the next thing it is going to be summer!
(which i of course cant wait for)
I am pretty stunned right now..Well actually since suday. My grandfather passed away, and it hasnt hit me yet. I just keep having flashes of spending time with him when i was young.
Things like this never happen when you 'expect' them to.

Another day ..another dollar..so they say

hmm
Things are busy as usual. Doing lots of money spending. Not like I really have it to spend. Jeeze Jackson is such a naughty kitten! He wants to eat EVERYTHING. . at the moment that includes my hair.

I drank way too much on Saterday. Even though I didnt get sick.. I do still have a tiny regret.. I really cant remember a whole lot at then end of the night. I mean it was to the point where I was play fighting and dont remember it.
I am really gonna have to watch that. It is actually kinda scary.


And Happy Valentines everyone :)
Today was a hard shift. but i was pleasantly surpised when to be sent home early by 45 minutes. (not too early to miss too out on $$ but just early enough to be considered a treat)

I also very excited to say that we again have a car! One that is not falling apart that is.

Another update.
I really wish that I could find a way to make that martini glass stop swinging so quickly. It is making me dizzy. LOL

We have good water! :) I find it so interesting that one can just dig a hole in the ground for your well and have drinkable water. Especially on PEI, where you can find a fresh water source virtually anywhere.

It is funny the things that I have gotten excited about when purchasing our first home. I mean who would think that a shale driveway would be that exciting! :P

I have to get a start on those wedding invites.

a year!

Wow!
I have had this blog for one full year.. The longest, most consistent web journal I ever had!
So we got the material for the bridesmaids this week. I think that they are going to be really pretty. :) One thing that surprises me, is just how classic you girls want your dresses. :P

I haven't gotten to the gym much lately. Things have just been... crazy to be honest. But hey, it's Friday.

I can't believe how quickly time has been going.
Oh ya.. I got comments again..

mmm I am really craving a carmel capachino from Second Cup.

And my head is still spinning...
Life concerning vehicles.. Fantastic.
<-
Coughing scarcasm.
That might through a few of yas off.. but I dont think it would be smart for me to get into it on here. I may seem to be a flake.. but not in cases like this.
BlAh

Now that I have gotten that off my chest. Work is just 'lovely'.. Life is like a blur.. Oh and here is a 'pet' update. We have named our new kitten Jackson.. After Samuel Jackson.

Crunch..
New layout.
This week has been pathetic. blah. One thing after another I swear. I am sore from head to toe.
What I need is a nice relaxing weekend. I wonder if Im going to be late for work?
SOmetime soon I think there should be a poker night planned. Anyone who is interested send me and email or whatever. +

Here I am.. Dan and I are offically living in the new place.. Nothing is unpacked.. but its all good.
Last night Dan and I babysat his neice. :) That was fun because I havent had a chance to hang out with her since we lived in Harvey.
We got home around 11 and crashed..
I woke around 2am with horrible cramping..Only thing we had was pain killers with caffeen. So needles to say I didnt go back to sleep.
Nope.. I cleaned.. washed dishes..plucked my eyebrows.. flossed my teeth.. Went for a visit to my parents house at 400am to visit the dogs. (No actual dogs.. Im not referring to my family) Went through my mail and trudged back to my place with a shuvel, kitty food, a water bottle and a armload of random peices of paper.

I then decided to make Dan breakfast in bed at 530am.

Judging by my horrible spelling and grahmar that I just cant seem to bother fixing.. This is going to be one long and dumb-struck shift.

friggen pain killers with caffeen.. Never again.. lol

oh ya.. hehe I scared the crap out of my mom at 5am because I was sitting on the sink cupboard thing when she sleepily went to the bathroom for a pee.

I think that may have been too much information.

:)
Started moving stuff into our place. I am pretty excited.

Still not feeling very well. Hopefully I will be up to spirit soon.
:)

2006!

It is 2006! How exciting. School starts tomorrow. Which means new campus and attempting to get around should be fun. Dan just told me that he is "craving fruit, like a nacho flavoured apple and cheese" Then making "chomp chomp" noises. Which can only mean one thing.


He is pregnant. Shhh We havent told our parents yet;)

Doctors say that Dan is a medical phenomenon.. Yet not the original of course.