...gregg crt.

Sitting here bored again
I had an ear ache in November went to the doctor to get a prescription,, It didnt get rid of it...Became cr@zy busy So it just continued to develop, so now i just have thishorrible sinus infection.. Went finally to the doctor last night, while missing a shift,.. Got my new prescription.. Have been on sinutab since the first appointment,, Spuraticly I will develop such pressure that I feel as if I have died twice. Was at work tonight and was forced by my supervisor to go home early (nice girl).. I then decided to double my dose of sinutab and, well the pain is still kinda there.. I do have that perscription.. but now i must wait till i have the money to get the jag. Should I go home for march break? Probably not.. Red cross now says that they want me to work past the 10th of March.. How is that going to work out? So tonight I almost started to tear a little by telling them my pitiful story of, my failing school., and consant sickness and how i need to get my act together,, and working up to 6 shifts a week will not help.
I have also decided that I desperatly need to begin going to the gym.. Even though the UNB gym is shit, I think that I will still give it a shot.. Im jsut scared that the equipment is so old that it will break.
I gained so much weight in the last year..beautiful
I believe, and have for sometime now, that love handles should be western cultures new fad! We went through "pleasently plump" To "Prefer jsut the one cracker thankyou"..So the next thing should be love handles.. c'mon...they ARE sexy!
And girls could try to make them bigger and bigger by wearing hip huggers that squeeze so tight that their hip bones cave together..
What a wonderful world that would be....
I have my final psychology experiment tomorrow..Thank god
I like the sexuality ones though,, They give me a good laugh.. The one i did today was mostly about cyber sex.. Blunt blunt blunt..
I still dont know if i should stay in Fredericton for the summer go home to PEI.. There is another option that is back into play..
I applied today for a tree planting job in Ontario..
I know that it is suposed to be tough work.. But it has always been apealing tome
The term would be just for may and june.. so i would still have much summer left when i got back ..And I am glad that I do not plan on going to school next year.. Well at least not full time

What an exciting life i lead

Stomache is aching from t gross spices

I think that I am now almost finished of the red cross job! Thank god.. Im pretty sure there is only like a week left of it. I was also pleased because i ended up not having to work for campus police on sunday! An ENTIRE weekend off! On friday night Dan and I got extremely drunk..We invited a few people over, but they couldnt end up making it.. I must say that I have not been that drunk in quite the while,.. and funny thing.. woke up the next morning and the place was as if there were quite a few more than 2 ppl there.. Maybe there were, I dont remember a whole lot..We also attempted to watch "The Grudge", but my eyes just kept rolling to the back of my head. Another kind of funny thing, On sunday i went downstairs to check the mail while dan was sleeping, he heard me and jumped up to see where i was going,, When I arrived down the stairs I relized that it was sunday..Heard him runing down the stairs and jumped in a corner to see what he as doing.. He saw my shoes and sighed.."I thought that you left" ..And then I came around the corner to find he was just wearing a robe..We trudged back up the stairs to find that he locked us out! So we had to knock on our landlords door to get another key.. Danial was for some reason pretty embarressed to be trapped outside in his robe..I dont really understand why..but I did enjoy him being embarrssed.. it doesnt happen too much.. But jeeze.. it wasnt like he was naked..Now that I would be concerned about lol..
I should go for a swim sometime soon
I got all dressed in 70's style clothes to go th Victoria's place to watch desparate house wives..Dont ask why, but it was the most effort i have put into my attire in quite some time..I wish that i was living in the 70s right now.. That would be nice..
I think that I will do that tonight for work too..
I also wonder if Jordan is alive in Toronto, or if she successfully did her modelling thing.. lol
Good ol' Jordan

So, I am getting REALLY sick of school. I usually like it, but now i dont want to bother with it anymore. Proof, here i am just writing this when i have a mid term in a few hours. Nothing is gooD About it.. I have a 11,000 loan that could have payed for 2 years. It is never ending.
I mean, even usually whenever i get stressed about it i still like going.. I used to find it interesting,, but now i feel like it is a waste.. uh.. what to do..I am so glad that the red cross job is ENDING soon,, Im just not sure when exacley,, but if it goes any longer then the end of the month, im not going to be able to do it. And I probably wont have to, thank god. It is really kinda funny, that i didnt stick to the original plan and take a year off... Now I am back to trying to figure things out... What is missing? And why is it taking me this long to figure it out? Im usually better for this sort of thing

adventure

So, I am sitting home right now waisting time while waiting for Danial to get back with the car to take me to work. He probably willl be late, but for some reason i jsut dont give a crap. I think that if the red cross thing lasts any longer then the end of thismonth i will quit. The 4 nights a week there are exausting with everything else. I made that choice officially last night. Because by then Daniel will be getting more hours and i can just do a couple shifts a week for campus police. Today i went to a tim hortons to study for my psych exam and all these guys kept making the point to smile at me strangly. And i mean it wasnt a bunch of guy friends, but random boys, guys, old guys..It was strange Real strange. So I was a little bit paranoid walking home in the streetes that are now overflowing iwth water. I was surprised to find the walk home took 45 minutes.. What an interestign 45 minutes were they! The thing that happended at Tims kept happening with random men driving by me so i just let them have a huge scary grin and began singing some song by christina agulara..haha.
Dan and i did our valentines thing last friday night. It was the best one yet! We got all dressed up and went to our living room for a candle lit dinner. He brought me flowers and had made this awsome meal, and used our **Good** dinner wear.. lol.. And oh ya mmm we had this awsome rose wine.. And then he rented this chick flick and we watched eating butterscotch swirl icecream.. mm, and sea salt n' pepper chips.. We ate enough for like 4 days.. Cause after that he brought out a box of choc~lates with this lil minni bear.. Jeeeze, I got spoiled.. (woo'd)
I wonder if i should bother to call work and say that i will be late.. Where did all that work ethic of mine go? I cant stand it. lately the places that I have been calling for tell me that the person that i asked for has been dead for the last few years..This one guy was really rude about it, and started yelling to me that MR~Whatever has been dead for 20 years.. I tend to bump into lots of things like that.
Fun!

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Okay, So my plans have changed a bit for tonight and dont have a clue what to do.. The right thing to do would be to just go and study for the damn Sociology mid~term at Vic~toriaz.. Sometimes, living in Fredericton is strange. I mean right now I at the university surounded by all these ppl I have never seen before. Maybe this is cause i didnt do the whole Frosh week thing.. But then other days, it seems that everyone i walk by is someone i know.. Meh,, whatever..What to do what to do what to do. All I want to do is go out and have good times. LOL.. It seems like it has been so long.. But everytime the weekend comes by, i am all out of $$. I desperatly want to go to the cellar sometime to see some live toons. I wish that i didnt work 4 nights a week at Redcross and then a shift or 2 for campus police.. lol.. that also makes it tough to have much fun.. the work is neverending. I know what I need!! Visitors.. haha. I will make a couple of friends come over from PEI every once in a while. Some of you have already been invited..and hopefully will take the time to drive the 4 hours.. lol.. That will be fun. Lately I have been having those good old summer memories.. But now so much from last summer, but summer of 2002.. Hanging out with Nicole after our shift.. pretty much every night, and then getting a bunch together to either head out to the beach for beach party, or just to one of our places.. Those were great times. lol.. And not such great ones. but all fun in the end. I feel like that i have lived so much, but i am still pretty damn young! I still should have some of that in me..I mean jeeze i m not even of legal age yet.. I wonder if I let myself grow up too fast.. No! I am going to keep it going..lol.. Let the good times roll..

Life

So everything is going pretty good right now. All unpacked.. Working and going to school. Only thing is I hope that I do not burn myself out. Working is great but.. ya know.. Hopefully I score an awsome job in April. An early happy B~day Natasha! I am already planning mine.. HaHa.Study group thang tonight. MMMM And i stopped by Alex;s to get those Delicious blueberry ales so now all i need are some good ol' blueberries.. Yum.
Why the hell did the cat have to just happen to begin shedding when we took her over to our new place? Who knows.

Here is a sexy pic of Chels and I 

wew

So, I am working 4 days a week at red cross and at least one day a week as campus police.. Put going to school on top of that, you have one burnt out partyless, chick. I am sexausted, but oh well. I am so bored ..I havent had a good party since before christmas. I mean new years wasnt even all that was expected, for those unspeakable reasons! Those who were there, know what i am talking about. I know that I have 2 nice n' tasty blueberry ayle waiting for me at alex's house! Which surprises me considering the rule. ahaha, I just noticed i put "SEXausted".. haha, Im going to leave it.. So .. I am currently experienced the true feeling of being broke! And i mean truer than true! One would see this ifyou were with Dan and i today when we had our rebellious race from one side of the river to the other o find a petro~can to use up all of our petro points for a whopping 10$ if gas. I find myslef acting more and more odd towards strange men. I now make quite the effort to make it so they have no possible way to stock me. Yes.. This is just how bored I am. And almost becoming paranoid! Naw, not possible. My campus police is interesting. I mean one night I will go for a shift and have the time of my life, and then get informed that they are having yet another staff party (which they call family fun nights) at somelocal Fredericton pub. I have a blast and look forward to my next shift, then I have those other nights, where I go to work and am discusted at how anal some of the employees are. I cant even think of the appropriate example.. except..No Not even that Oh well..I also took Danial into the campus police office to talk to my boss and assistant boss to talk about payroll stuff, and mindlessly introduced Dan to them as "This is my boss, and my bossette" I certainly offended the bossette.
Drain Drain Drain

Here is DAnn~ay and I 

So, Im almost all moved into the new place.. Just some odds n' ends at harvey station,, and the need to buy some new furniture. but who needs that? Chicken is loven' it. Mid terms are starting this week for me.. fun stuff.. Which wont be bad considering there are only 2! Some o you folks from PEI had better visit Dan and I soon~! Ouch , my knee just popped.. Ho-pefully I can still walk. So I have now been to Fredericton for almost 6 months, and havent seen the inside of a bar, or *club*.. Soon that will change!