cause' curiousity killed the cat....,

I have absolutely no idea who knows comes to this site..so lets play a game.. If you are reading this right now..or have read something previously on here..Then post a comment.. It 's not hard..I promise..All you have to do is click on the top where it says 'comment' , type your message and then your name..and then publish.
I am just curious.. even if you arent the'posting' type.. just do it :)
Thankyas

Stolen

Stolen from Ranna, who stole it from Jane
10REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
1)I am ALWAYS up for something new
2)I want to be a cop
3)I have had an infatuation with Jim Carey since I was 8
4)I HATE star wars and star trek.. or anything like that..It gives me the willys.. but i just recently relized I watched Ewoek.. which is Star wars..and I likes it!
5)I cant help but be myself..no matter how annoying I can get..
6)I ask a lot of random and sometimes personal questions to everyone..ppl i barely know to great friends (The great friends usually get used to it)
7) I want to trade in our car to get a motorcycle, and go for a road trip to Mexico
8)I follow the belief that 'it is only awkward if you make it awkward'
9)My favorite time to swim is at night..at the beach.. I am going to miss it this summer:(
10)I have this tiny obsession with crawling into ppls minds to understand waht makes them tick

WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
1)HONESTY is key
2)being open(Like to randomly do something)
3)Say my name as if you like me or somethin
4)Completely take me by surprise
5)Hold me when you somehow knwo that I need it
6)Treat me as an equal (I like when we can both fit into the 'pants')
7)Know me better than I know me :)
8)Not be the jelous type..(Jelousy is an not needed feeling)
9)Be Be completely your own individual
10)Remind me of the good old times, smile because of now, and take quick glimpses into the future


THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY
1)My clock that goes on my wrist
2)The wring that Dan gave me 2 christmas's ago
3)A goofy face
4)a bra
5)a new hair color (overexaturating..not EVERY day)
6)My purse..At least my girl wallet


PLACES I'VE VISITED OR INTEND TO
1)Quebec (been)
2)Ottawa(been)
3)Calgary (Must go to before i have kids)
4)State (wouldnt mind visiting)
5)Africa (would love ot spend a few months)
6)Greece (Intend to)
7)Pretty much anywhere exotic would be where i intend to go

THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1)Have my own child/ Get married(WIth my father walking me down the ile)
2)MAke a huge presonal achievement
3)Be a grammy
4)Have closure with everything and everyone that has ever bothered me (HA! not likely)
5)Do much travelling
6)Be wealthy enough to have assets to leave to friens and family
7)I want to live in Calgary for a lil while..I need to
8)I want to have made 'Life~long friends'


THINGS I'M AFRAID OF

1)Leaving on bad terms with a loved one, and then them dying
2)I have a lways worried and worried about close family members dying.. Everday I think of one of them dying in detail..at least once.. it is horrible..
3)Waking up and relizing that my entire life was a dream.. and that my real life is much much worse
4)Not being able to provide for my parents when they become to old to continue working
5)Never being able to retire.. Life getting harder and harder rather than easier and easier
6)Losing my originality

THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1)Shower
2)eat
3)plan to brush my hair
4)used to job hunt everyday.. now this is my first day not doing it in about 7 months
5)Play with chicken"the kitty'
6)Try to understand myself more
7)Hang out with Dan


THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
1)Get into the wine..(It will lead to either me drunk before i pick up Dan or give me a headache
2)Stress about ANYTHING (I worry too much)
3)let chicken fall our of my lap

PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW1. Matt sigh.... we've been apart for about 20 hours ... heheh

I got a good job :)

So that Bank of montreal job i have randomly mentioned went through :) I am really really happy about that.. My first good job!!
Hopefully i like it.. Other than that I bummed an extra shift @ Pano's this week.. so that means a whole 2 shifts this week..dunno if i can handle it ;)

Other than that my life has been really really boring.. i have no money..
Well..I have been attempting to keep myself busy..Last night dave came over and we watched the entire Space Balls movie along with Airplane
Dan and i have to borrow a vaccum again cause our s is exploded and the ppl that own this house are gonna be selling it..so they will want it to be open to be shown around..does that mean that dan and i will have to move? I dunno..we will have 2 wait and see

{:-)
And that's all my news for today.

update :)

And if I were a professional...
While applying for these more professional jobs.. sending thankyou letters, properly written, and carefully being placed withing an envelope with my return address typed in the corner..I have found that I really like it.
Wow.. New fork in my road..I know I have been driven to be a police officer for quite some time..but this other side..expresses the whole other side of 'Jenn' ..Which most ppl have never met. It makes me want to be polished and knowledgable about business.I do have the need for business in my vanes.. Yet I also love the excitement i could encounter being on a police force. Of course there are pros and cons for each. I will just have to keep the opportunity for both open. I would like to take a couple of Criminology courses...along side with some business courses.. I think that both could be benifetial for where I want to go in the future.
I snagged a free day pass at the YMCA today.. Damn I should have brought my bathing suit.. ohwell.. It was a pretty random event..
Another thing that Danial put into my head was the idea of joining the army.. Wow,, Sounds pretty far fetched for me I know.. but it would really be on the right path for something such as the RCMP..and I wouldnt have to work these crappy jobs I have been working at the past few years.
I wonder what other ppl see me as in the future.. A cop.. Or a business woman.. {If anyone has any thought on this you should let me know :)}
Im still applying for jobs.. trying to find that 'good' one.. I even applied to one in oromocto.. 20 minutes outside of town.. I heard from them that day and have to get a 2 to 3 hour skill testing thing done this week.. fun stuff!

good stuff

An up side to me never getting a decent job,, would be that I would never really have to try that hard.. for anything..i could be an *underachiever..To some this would be ideal..maybe I could live with it? Probably only for a year or 2 tops.. but never say never...

Why it is sooo much better!

-My new serving job is soo much better than Dalvay because..
-We get to wear not only skirts.. but shorts..
-We DONT have to wear blouses! Or ugly vests!
-We arent nessecarily forced to wear dress shoes..
-Hell, i dont even have to tie my hair back..and it is a hell a lot longer than it was last summer
-My shifts are never split shifts!
-It is conveniently located IN town
-When it gets crazy busy..i wont get screamed at for stuff i didnt do!
-My tips arent 15% but 50% to 100%
-I dont have to carry huge scary trays on my sholder :) So I dont have to use those damn awkward tray stands
-There arent any cloth table clothes that must be changed EVERY time a table has been used once..
-I dont have to serve food on the left and drinks on the right!
-The chefs or cooks arent arragent!

Okay..SO it may seem that Dalvay was a higher rank job..but right now i feel so much less stress..and if anyone complains I just laugh because of all the listed above..
Dalvay wasnt taht great though..I mean the chef would be putting lobster on a plate and he would mix up the claws with another lobster so that one had two small pointy claws and the other one had two huge meaty claws..
I thought it was just something that i would notice because of my family background.. but when i served it the travellors from somewhere..noticed and actually switched them..haha
Okay..Well this would have had to be my most random blurb of thoughts for the day lol

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..I finally got that clock for my wrist replace today :) {The one that I ruined when i went swimmin with all of my clothes on last august} Good times.. SO i got a completely new one without a single scratch.. I havent worked a whole lot yet..Which i dont mind cause i have been unemployed for too long to be able to jump right back into a 40 hour work week.. yes pathetic!
I am wearing matching socks today.. for no reason at all..I bet it is a sign!
I bet it means that it is time to do some laundry! That i will have to use all of my tip money on!! eh.. oh well.
Clean clothes are wonderful ..
Last night I had about 6 dreams that I can remember..and they all involved something bad happening to my family or Dan. Here is the the sequence they were.

Dream 1->Dan and I drunk, had to crash at at party..Dan went and cuddled with this girl (they fooled around a bit) and he tried to make me sleep on the bed wihile they snuggled on the mattress together

Dream 2->Dan and I werwe in a town controled by an eveil man.we didnt do exacley what he wanted so he had his men after us (To kill us)..It was a chase ...a scary one

Dream 3->My whole family was at the harbour.A lil old lady my mom cleans for had her house on the warf..I went to try finding my mother there.. to only recieve a strange phone call..Alarmed i ran to find her.. She wouldnt let me knwo what was going on.. what she was in danger of.. Then her best friend showed up and informed me that the little old lady was a serial killer and my mother was the next victom on her list

Dream 4->We were at my familys' house.. An old friend stopped by..she had the same manly hands as my dad..She was trying to use our computer and kept messing it up..My mother started screaming in her room and my father started yelling in the living room at us.. I scurried to see both of them just to find they were both exauseted and miserable ,, and on the verge of dying
So there is a bit of a taste.. It was a nice two weeks on PEI cause I couldnt remember any of my twised dreams..

lllp lllp

La loo la to boota bang!
So .. Today was an intersting day..
The weather in freddy is georgous first off.. even though there is suposed to be rain...
So yesterday i applied for jobs...Some crappier than others..
Then I went to this nice pub to apply.. and the guy is the assistant chief fro campus police {To be more exact my bossette :P haha Insidish thing)
He told me to come around 930am the following morning (This morning) and he would be a reference for me.. and would put in a good word.. coolio
So i woke up @ 930am this morning all grupmy and said screw it.. i dont care..I hate job hunting..
Then at 1000am i got a phone call from Panos..this greek restaurant (Pardon all of my spelling) ..He asked me a couple of questions and said he would like to schedule and interview.. I told him that the only time that i wasnt available would be tomorro until the afternoon(I have to go to an information meeting for this call center that i applied to..and keep applying for and then backing out cause i find a better job)..Then he was like "How about today..I can do it before 1200pm.. (Talk about short notice).Of course i didnt care and said "Sure" ..So i barely made it there on time.. And had a strange meeting with the owner and this other gal right at the front desk.. (I later found out that she is in charge of the dining room)..And yeah..it was one of my lucky times when they didnt really aske me interview questions and except "When can you start" .. I said my usual "Anytime" and they said "Okay..can you start right now?" i was caught so off guard..but i did it.. it wasnt too hard.. i jsu got to know the run of things and helped them whenever needed.. for like 2 hours .. (Which earned me about 10$dollard of tips)
Then later than Dan expeceted
He pretednted to be mad or upset or something.. but then i could tell he had a surprise for me.. which was that this other job had called for an interview..
We then went and did some shopping;.. when we got back Quiznos called for an interview (I applied for both Quiznos and Panos yesterday)
To say the least it has been an intersting day..
I made Danial supper ( for once :P) We had some more of the wine from the night before.. Everything is going pretty good..Just good enough for something to screw it up.
I wonder what i will end up hating about working at Panos? hmm.. i will just have to wait and see i guess.
My feet are aching from girl shoes.. they are all blistered and jsut beautiful..
I am now off to watch my Jim Carrey in "A serie of unfortanate Events" :D
And to drink Brazillian beer..

soo

I am planning on going to Fredericton tomorrow.. I am pretty excited..I wonder how many ppl actually know about this page.. Meh
I dont have a clue how long I will actually be in Fredericton.. So I am just going to go with the flow.I am still applying for jobs in PEI and Fredericton. I have been missing Dan a lot..but Im not dying .. My friend Natasha was asking me "I know you trust him..but isnt there still part of you that wonders if he is being 'naughty'?" "No..i really dont wonder thatat all. I dont have any reason to Tash" well she still seemed kinda doubtful..But that is just cause she doesnt understand yet..Of course there is always a chance that something like that could happen..but that just isnt Dan..and if it did happen it would have happened whether or not i was in the same province.
I had a lot of fun this weekend..it is so nice to have *school stress gone!
I have soo much packing to do but im takin a break right now..i wonder if i will even be able to wake up so early in the morning.
I went to my grandparents today for a indoor bbq..It was good..But my grandmother kept gettin Leigh and I huge plates of food..
Leigh and I had fun playing some poker..Texas to be exact. I would never wanna live near a casino cause i could see myself gettin pretty close to having a gambling problem.

another post

So not a whole whole lot has been happening on the island.. I got one interview out of all the resumes that I have dropped off.. That *cough cough interview was today. Which consisted of me going there, and the guy seeming dumbfounded because he obviously forgot..He then took me aside and told me that mikes was closing down for like a month and wouls be doing all the new hiring at the beginning of June "Sort of like a little cavation" He said. HA! Like I am going to be around for that. I told him that I just couldnt wait to hear from him then.. What a lie.. Yet when i walked out of mikes,, I didnt feel pissy or annoyed..In fact I felt very relieved. Strange ey? I woke this morning really really cranky for no real particualr reason other than that I didnt want to bother with my interview.
Just before the interview I stopped in at Mikes to give myself a quick check in the mirror.. and I just looked at my self and mummbled"Why didn't I just call in and cancel this morning?" Funny thing is,, if i was open to work there then.. I would actually think about it. The guy who i talked to had the same eyes as Dan..Dont see that too often.meh

After the **interview I went back to A&W to wait for my ride.. I tell you ,One thing I sure missed about living with my rents' was not having a vehicle haha..
I really need interview practice..Which is one of the big reasons I didnt cancel it. I was going to use Mike as kind of an expereimental interviwe place. If I really want Pizza Hut accross the street is hiring.
I seem to have worked in that little area of ch'town a lot. I started at Walmart, Then went to wendys that is close to there, and then I went to Sobeys. They are all almost on the same plot of land. I also worked at holiday inn, but that is a lil bit further towards northriver way.


So if I am lucky I may get to go to the drive inn tomorow night..im sure that it will be PaCkEd. And then Cory might wanna do something this weekend too.
Hmm..Someone just got home..