cause' curiousity killed the cat....,

I have absolutely no idea who knows comes to this site..so lets play a game.. If you are reading this right now..or have read something previously on here..Then post a comment.. It 's not hard..I promise..All you have to do is click on the top where it says 'comment' , type your message and then your name..and then publish.
I am just curious.. even if you arent the'posting' type.. just do it :)
Thankyas

Stolen

Stolen from Ranna, who stole it from Jane
10REALLY RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
1)I am ALWAYS up for something new
2)I want to be a cop
3)I have had an infatuation with Jim Carey since I was 8
4)I HATE star wars and star trek.. or anything like that..It gives me the willys.. but i just recently relized I watched Ewoek.. which is Star wars..and I likes it!
5)I cant help but be myself..no matter how annoying I can get..
6)I ask a lot of random and sometimes personal questions to everyone..ppl i barely know to great friends (The great friends usually get used to it)
7) I want to trade in our car to get a motorcycle, and go for a road trip to Mexico
8)I follow the belief that 'it is only awkward if you make it awkward'
9)My favorite time to swim is at night..at the beach.. I am going to miss it this summer:(
10)I have this tiny obsession with crawling into ppls minds to understand waht makes them tick

WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
1)HONESTY is key
2)being open(Like to randomly do something)
3)Say my name as if you like me or somethin
4)Completely take me by surprise
5)Hold me when you somehow knwo that I need it
6)Treat me as an equal (I like when we can both fit into the 'pants')
7)Know me better than I know me :)
8)Not be the jelous type..(Jelousy is an not needed feeling)
9)Be Be completely your own individual
10)Remind me of the good old times, smile because of now, and take quick glimpses into the future


THINGS I CARRY/WEAR EVERYDAY
1)My clock that goes on my wrist
2)The wring that Dan gave me 2 christmas's ago
3)A goofy face
4)a bra
5)a new hair color (overexaturating..not EVERY day)
6)My purse..At least my girl wallet


PLACES I'VE VISITED OR INTEND TO
1)Quebec (been)
2)Ottawa(been)
3)Calgary (Must go to before i have kids)
4)State (wouldnt mind visiting)
5)Africa (would love ot spend a few months)
6)Greece (Intend to)
7)Pretty much anywhere exotic would be where i intend to go

THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1)Have my own child/ Get married(WIth my father walking me down the ile)
2)MAke a huge presonal achievement
3)Be a grammy
4)Have closure with everything and everyone that has ever bothered me (HA! not likely)
5)Do much travelling
6)Be wealthy enough to have assets to leave to friens and family
7)I want to live in Calgary for a lil while..I need to
8)I want to have made 'Life~long friends'


THINGS I'M AFRAID OF

1)Leaving on bad terms with a loved one, and then them dying
2)I have a lways worried and worried about close family members dying.. Everday I think of one of them dying in detail..at least once.. it is horrible..
3)Waking up and relizing that my entire life was a dream.. and that my real life is much much worse
4)Not being able to provide for my parents when they become to old to continue working
5)Never being able to retire.. Life getting harder and harder rather than easier and easier
6)Losing my originality

THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1)Shower
2)eat
3)plan to brush my hair
4)used to job hunt everyday.. now this is my first day not doing it in about 7 months
5)Play with chicken"the kitty'
6)Try to understand myself more
7)Hang out with Dan


THINGS I'M TRYING NOT TO DO NOW
1)Get into the wine..(It will lead to either me drunk before i pick up Dan or give me a headache
2)Stress about ANYTHING (I worry too much)
3)let chicken fall our of my lap

PERSON I WANT TO SEE NOW1. Matt sigh.... we've been apart for about 20 hours ... heheh

I got a good job :)

So that Bank of montreal job i have randomly mentioned went through :) I am really really happy about that.. My first good job!!
Hopefully i like it.. Other than that I bummed an extra shift @ Pano's this week.. so that means a whole 2 shifts this week..dunno if i can handle it ;)

Other than that my life has been really really boring.. i have no money..
Well..I have been attempting to keep myself busy..Last night dave came over and we watched the entire Space Balls movie along with Airplane
Dan and i have to borrow a vaccum again cause our s is exploded and the ppl that own this house are gonna be selling it..so they will want it to be open to be shown around..does that mean that dan and i will have to move? I dunno..we will have 2 wait and see

{:-)
And that's all my news for today.

update :)

And if I were a professional...
While applying for these more professional jobs.. sending thankyou letters, properly written, and carefully being placed withing an envelope with my return address typed in the corner..I have found that I really like it.
Wow.. New fork in my road..I know I have been driven to be a police officer for quite some time..but this other side..expresses the whole other side of 'Jenn' ..Which most ppl have never met. It makes me want to be polished and knowledgable about business.I do have the need for business in my vanes.. Yet I also love the excitement i could encounter being on a police force. Of course there are pros and cons for each. I will just have to keep the opportunity for both open. I would like to take a couple of Criminology courses...along side with some business courses.. I think that both could be benifetial for where I want to go in the future.
I snagged a free day pass at the YMCA today.. Damn I should have brought my bathing suit.. ohwell.. It was a pretty random event..
Another thing that Danial put into my head was the idea of joining the army.. Wow,, Sounds pretty far fetched for me I know.. but it would really be on the right path for something such as the RCMP..and I wouldnt have to work these crappy jobs I have been working at the past few years.
I wonder what other ppl see me as in the future.. A cop.. Or a business woman.. {If anyone has any thought on this you should let me know :)}
Im still applying for jobs.. trying to find that 'good' one.. I even applied to one in oromocto.. 20 minutes outside of town.. I heard from them that day and have to get a 2 to 3 hour skill testing thing done this week.. fun stuff!

good stuff

An up side to me never getting a decent job,, would be that I would never really have to try that hard.. for anything..i could be an *underachiever..To some this would be ideal..maybe I could live with it? Probably only for a year or 2 tops.. but never say never...

Why it is sooo much better!

-My new serving job is soo much better than Dalvay because..
-We get to wear not only skirts.. but shorts..
-We DONT have to wear blouses! Or ugly vests!
-We arent nessecarily forced to wear dress shoes..
-Hell, i dont even have to tie my hair back..and it is a hell a lot longer than it was last summer
-My shifts are never split shifts!
-It is conveniently located IN town
-When it gets crazy busy..i wont get screamed at for stuff i didnt do!
-My tips arent 15% but 50% to 100%
-I dont have to carry huge scary trays on my sholder :) So I dont have to use those damn awkward tray stands
-There arent any cloth table clothes that must be changed EVERY time a table has been used once..
-I dont have to serve food on the left and drinks on the right!
-The chefs or cooks arent arragent!

Okay..SO it may seem that Dalvay was a higher rank job..but right now i feel so much less stress..and if anyone complains I just laugh because of all the listed above..
Dalvay wasnt taht great though..I mean the chef would be putting lobster on a plate and he would mix up the claws with another lobster so that one had two small pointy claws and the other one had two huge meaty claws..
I thought it was just something that i would notice because of my family background.. but when i served it the travellors from somewhere..noticed and actually switched them..haha
Okay..Well this would have had to be my most random blurb of thoughts for the day lol

watch1

..I finally got that clock for my wrist replace today :) {The one that I ruined when i went swimmin with all of my clothes on last august} Good times.. SO i got a completely new one without a single scratch.. I havent worked a whole lot yet..Which i dont mind cause i have been unemployed for too long to be able to jump right back into a 40 hour work week.. yes pathetic!
I am wearing matching socks today.. for no reason at all..I bet it is a sign!
I bet it means that it is time to do some laundry! That i will have to use all of my tip money on!! eh.. oh well.
Clean clothes are wonderful ..
Last night I had about 6 dreams that I can remember..and they all involved something bad happening to my family or Dan. Here is the the sequence they were.

Dream 1->Dan and I drunk, had to crash at at party..Dan went and cuddled with this girl (they fooled around a bit) and he tried to make me sleep on the bed wihile they snuggled on the mattress together

Dream 2->Dan and I werwe in a town controled by an eveil man.we didnt do exacley what he wanted so he had his men after us (To kill us)..It was a chase ...a scary one

Dream 3->My whole family was at the harbour.A lil old lady my mom cleans for had her house on the warf..I went to try finding my mother there.. to only recieve a strange phone call..Alarmed i ran to find her.. She wouldnt let me knwo what was going on.. what she was in danger of.. Then her best friend showed up and informed me that the little old lady was a serial killer and my mother was the next victom on her list

Dream 4->We were at my familys' house.. An old friend stopped by..she had the same manly hands as my dad..She was trying to use our computer and kept messing it up..My mother started screaming in her room and my father started yelling in the living room at us.. I scurried to see both of them just to find they were both exauseted and miserable ,, and on the verge of dying
So there is a bit of a taste.. It was a nice two weeks on PEI cause I couldnt remember any of my twised dreams..

lllp lllp

La loo la to boota bang!
So .. Today was an intersting day..
The weather in freddy is georgous first off.. even though there is suposed to be rain...
So yesterday i applied for jobs...Some crappier than others..
Then I went to this nice pub to apply.. and the guy is the assistant chief fro campus police {To be more exact my bossette :P haha Insidish thing)
He told me to come around 930am the following morning (This morning) and he would be a reference for me.. and would put in a good word.. coolio
So i woke up @ 930am this morning all grupmy and said screw it.. i dont care..I hate job hunting..
Then at 1000am i got a phone call from Panos..this greek restaurant (Pardon all of my spelling) ..He asked me a couple of questions and said he would like to schedule and interview.. I told him that the only time that i wasnt available would be tomorro until the afternoon(I have to go to an information meeting for this call center that i applied to..and keep applying for and then backing out cause i find a better job)..Then he was like "How about today..I can do it before 1200pm.. (Talk about short notice).Of course i didnt care and said "Sure" ..So i barely made it there on time.. And had a strange meeting with the owner and this other gal right at the front desk.. (I later found out that she is in charge of the dining room)..And yeah..it was one of my lucky times when they didnt really aske me interview questions and except "When can you start" .. I said my usual "Anytime" and they said "Okay..can you start right now?" i was caught so off guard..but i did it.. it wasnt too hard.. i jsu got to know the run of things and helped them whenever needed.. for like 2 hours .. (Which earned me about 10$dollard of tips)
Then later than Dan expeceted
He pretednted to be mad or upset or something.. but then i could tell he had a surprise for me.. which was that this other job had called for an interview..
We then went and did some shopping;.. when we got back Quiznos called for an interview (I applied for both Quiznos and Panos yesterday)
To say the least it has been an intersting day..
I made Danial supper ( for once :P) We had some more of the wine from the night before.. Everything is going pretty good..Just good enough for something to screw it up.
I wonder what i will end up hating about working at Panos? hmm.. i will just have to wait and see i guess.
My feet are aching from girl shoes.. they are all blistered and jsut beautiful..
I am now off to watch my Jim Carrey in "A serie of unfortanate Events" :D
And to drink Brazillian beer..

soo

I am planning on going to Fredericton tomorrow.. I am pretty excited..I wonder how many ppl actually know about this page.. Meh
I dont have a clue how long I will actually be in Fredericton.. So I am just going to go with the flow.I am still applying for jobs in PEI and Fredericton. I have been missing Dan a lot..but Im not dying .. My friend Natasha was asking me "I know you trust him..but isnt there still part of you that wonders if he is being 'naughty'?" "No..i really dont wonder thatat all. I dont have any reason to Tash" well she still seemed kinda doubtful..But that is just cause she doesnt understand yet..Of course there is always a chance that something like that could happen..but that just isnt Dan..and if it did happen it would have happened whether or not i was in the same province.
I had a lot of fun this weekend..it is so nice to have *school stress gone!
I have soo much packing to do but im takin a break right now..i wonder if i will even be able to wake up so early in the morning.
I went to my grandparents today for a indoor bbq..It was good..But my grandmother kept gettin Leigh and I huge plates of food..
Leigh and I had fun playing some poker..Texas to be exact. I would never wanna live near a casino cause i could see myself gettin pretty close to having a gambling problem.

another post

So not a whole whole lot has been happening on the island.. I got one interview out of all the resumes that I have dropped off.. That *cough cough interview was today. Which consisted of me going there, and the guy seeming dumbfounded because he obviously forgot..He then took me aside and told me that mikes was closing down for like a month and wouls be doing all the new hiring at the beginning of June "Sort of like a little cavation" He said. HA! Like I am going to be around for that. I told him that I just couldnt wait to hear from him then.. What a lie.. Yet when i walked out of mikes,, I didnt feel pissy or annoyed..In fact I felt very relieved. Strange ey? I woke this morning really really cranky for no real particualr reason other than that I didnt want to bother with my interview.
Just before the interview I stopped in at Mikes to give myself a quick check in the mirror.. and I just looked at my self and mummbled"Why didn't I just call in and cancel this morning?" Funny thing is,, if i was open to work there then.. I would actually think about it. The guy who i talked to had the same eyes as Dan..Dont see that too often.meh

After the **interview I went back to A&W to wait for my ride.. I tell you ,One thing I sure missed about living with my rents' was not having a vehicle haha..
I really need interview practice..Which is one of the big reasons I didnt cancel it. I was going to use Mike as kind of an expereimental interviwe place. If I really want Pizza Hut accross the street is hiring.
I seem to have worked in that little area of ch'town a lot. I started at Walmart, Then went to wendys that is close to there, and then I went to Sobeys. They are all almost on the same plot of land. I also worked at holiday inn, but that is a lil bit further towards northriver way.


So if I am lucky I may get to go to the drive inn tomorow night..im sure that it will be PaCkEd. And then Cory might wanna do something this weekend too.
Hmm..Someone just got home..

wooho!

My weekend was pretty boring. I went to BINGO, thats right BINGO with my mom Friday night .. For those who dont know, I tend to go to bingo with my rents' for "Quality Time"..
I then stayed up all night talkin to Dan..
Saterday was even more interesting.. I went into town around 4pm and 'window shopped' till i ran into megan, who just so happened to be performing at the confed center and made plans for me to watch it with an old friend of mine Cory.. I havent seen or spoken to cory since grade 10. Megs dropped me off at his place, and we caught up..
We then went an looke at a apartmetn downtown together.. and just wholy crap! I never knew ch'town had such amazing apartments!
It was so huge and nice :)
I should move in there lol

We then headed over to see the show.. which was good
I am really glad that i decided to go in the end. :)
An now i am just about to drive into town to pick up my bro and his friend..
I still need a job.. :S
I am stressing even more about it..I am offically broke... Last 5 dollars was spent today
...

BORED!

I am bored, and annoyed..Cannot find anything productive to do so I am posting about it. I wanna go swimming..That would be really friggen fun! I should go to the university pool or something.
The hardest part of being stuck in the country..Is being stuck! i forgot how annoying it is to not have a vehicle, and how clasterphobic I get when I feel stuck. i wonder what everyone is up to this weekend,.
I am going to this play thing on Saterday.. So that should put some time in..Just not quite enough for satisfaction...Looks like I will have to look into that! haha.
Maybe I should get into a sport .. or get a hobby or something..
Wow Dan ... I never relized until now just how much time I really did spend with you!

quizly

Here is a *personal quiz
If it isnt quite obvious that i am dying of bordom.. ya must be blind :P
Click it and fill it if yas want---> -> The quiz <-

PEI

So... Here I am on PEI..."Oficially". The thing that I have been writing about quite often in this blog.. I have come to the conclusion that the "things" which I have suspected are true.. I love being vague. That does lead me to relize I didn't make a mistake in certain aspects.

I miss Dan already.. and it hasnt even been 24 hours...jeeze.
This is definetly going to be a strange summer, I can feel it.
So I got an actual little journal thing like I have mentioned previously..which means this blog will become much less personal..Which may just may be a good thing considering that it is posted on the internet.. haha.

Other news-> We got to the island around 3:30pm and went around and said our "hellos" to my family, and I then began trying to get ready to go out with Ranna and all them..which sucked.. I hate trying to find clothes to wear.. Life would be so much easier nude. Got into town around 9 or something and snuck Dan to Robs place for a surprise. Which proved to be interesting..

The crowd was and interesting mix, because I havent seen most of the ppl since last August at a beach party..and I seen others whom I used to know as a child..I drank extremely quickly. .. a tender mix of smirnoff ice and breezers.. wonderful.. The smirnoff shouldn't have been involved because..I drank way to quickly..

I was in one of my chatty moods at Robs place..but then we went to JR's .. only to have my lisence taken because it was expired..I gave the friggen bouncer a hug for letting me in :S (That really bugs and grosses me out cause the time before Saterday night that I went out,, some bouncer asked me to "come home" with him..eww) I got into the bar and remember flashes of such things as 1)The bar was crappy, small and dark 2)I dont remember seeing anyone that I knew..at all..It was as if i was there by myself 3) I made it into the bathroom to get sick 4)Next thing I knew Dan was aiding me to the ally way and i found some random chair {Totally a scene in a movie} only to get sick again 5)We then slowly made our way to Matt and Rannas..Which I barely remember at all.. All that I know is that I litterally couldnt stand up..I couldnt see a thing..My vision was that blury.. and to top it all off I began weezing and weezing and could not breath while shivering my but off.. I would have most definetly won myself a seat in the drunk tank if timing was right.

Congradulations Jenn!!Your worse drunk ever!!
Thanks you Dan and everyone else who had to put up with me that night..I can only imagine what a drag I was..Hopefully I didnt do anything mean or extremely stupid..

The next morning Dan filled me in with events that I coudnt remember..Things such as mumbeling about "What to do with the land".. The fact that Rob was there.. How I somehow ended up having Matt and Ranna's compfy couch to myself.. and the best thing.. Me jumping out of bed in the middle of the night over Rob (Who I thought was Matt) and over to a door by the computer mumbling how "I have to get out of here" ..Yeah,. And that was most definetly not the door outside.
Again ..Sorry for anyone who had to put up with me :S

Oh yeah,,Then I experienced my first semi~hangover then next day..

The rest of the weekend wasnt that interesting..I did get to apply for jobs with Chels in the crappy freezing rain on Monday..
Hopefully I get a good job..There has to be something out there ... right? I am getting tired now.. I had a big day of cutting family members hair..woo hoo.. I also need to get back into excercising ..that last week of exams didnt help..

yo

So I am gettin ready for PEI tomorrow.. I will be leaving around 10:30.. im getting really excited..I will get home and then that night be going out with Ranna and whoever else for her b~day..
Eh.. This apartment is a pig's stie.. We just kept putting off doing anything, cause i now dont have any school work .. in other words.. spare time.. We have left everything so long that we are drinking out of jars and eating off of stirophom plates and bowls.. haha
I really dont feel like doing that cleaning thang.. but i gess it muct be done.

So .. Mikes' called me for an interview on PEI.. I dont know anyone who has ever workde there.,, so i dont know if it would be a decent place to work or whatever..

Guess I will have to go to the interview and find out..

yay!! summer is here...ish!!!
Well.Im finished of school.. which is all that really matters.

"doo doo doo
lookin out my back door"<-CCR

Here at the apartment by myself again

woo hoo! Actually .. I havent been stuck at home for a whle now.. I have been hangin out with many random ppl.. Guess that is what happens nearing the end of exam time when everyone is heading home..I have gone to DQ 4 days straight now..And then today almost made it 5.. but decided to quit before i made myself sick of my favorite junk food.. I cannot wait to get swimmin in the summer!

I really do not think that i did that well this set of exams. :( I am thinking that would be because I really didnt want to be going to school this entire half..but i thought I was making the right choice {So I wouldnt miss out on the money that i have put towards a year round course.

hmm..I went to hang out with that Dave guys friends last Saterday night..We played a board game.. PPPEEERRRRFFEEECCTT! .. I never like board games for a long while.. so I guess that i am catching up with that along with card games...Cards make me happy :)Gotta love being a big weirdo.. O well.. keeps things intersting..

This summer ..I would like to go to the beach at least 4 to 5 times a week..I woud like to do some sort of boating adventure..a camping adventure.{along with some hiking of course}..I plan to go on quite a few road trips..One in particular to visit my friend Natasha.and the rest pretty much to see Dan :P..I also plan to get into better shape,, so i can pass the police acadamy physical.
"I wanna know, have seen the rain?
I wanna know, have you ever seen the rain?
Coming down on a sunny day.."
^
I know.. more random CCR :D

I gotta get out of the whole procasination thang! Ok.. off to do something...productive..hopefully :)
PEI This Saterday!!
HAPPY EALYISH B~DAY ALEX!!!!!!!!!:
HAPPY EARLIER BIRTHDAY CORANNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D

:P

So .. My mood has been nuts lately..I mean one time i am crazy happy and ready to rule the world and then the next.. im extremely negative..A nd feeling helpless
Right now i am feeling pretty good.. I think that a lot of this has to do with my mixed feelings about going back to PEI..
I need to dye my hair and maybe get it styled .. somthing kinda funky
Any ideas?
I gave chicken a hair cut today.. she has been shedding like crazy so I though i would give her a nice cool trim.. Since she is a kitty and doesnt like to stay still too long.. It is a pretty funny looking doo.. Well It isnt too bad..She just looks really scrawny.. Im just glad that i didnt accidently cut her..That would be sad.

Last night I had a movie night..
A guy that I got drunk with and met last friday came over and we went to Blockbuster together.. I think it is pretty cool to be that casual with a friend when it is only your second time meeting them.. We watched "Control" ..which was totally one of my type of movies.. It has a psychology experiment.. giving patients drugs to help reduce their **Killer behavior..
It was a nice mix between the twisted mind of a criminal.. and the use of psyological test.. I reccomed it for the viewing of others..I also went to the cinames to see Sin City the night before..Which was even more to my satisfaction surprisingly..I saw the trailer for it.. and it seemed to be okay.. but the movie was amazingly exciting! I would watch at least 2 more times (andi am one of those ppl who watch a good movie once and are never apealed to watch it again..which is why i never buy DVDs)
Last night was jsut what I needed.. A stress free night of chillin with a friend watchin some flicks.

Im still trying to find the least expensive way to PEI.. Hopefully it will all work out :)
Wow I have a lot of useless garbage in my head..Eh it all has to come out sometime lol

eh

So I made a point not to post till after an interview that I had today.. It was for PC financial {Where DAnial works} .. It would have been good cause' The training wouldn't start till May 18 so i could go to PEI and fix up my family :P and see everyone.. and not have to go through the big moving thing. Well This interview didn't go so well.. I went for a nap and woke up with a half an hour to get ready.. I didnt even shower for it I was that rushed. .That was really really stupid of me to do, because then I was "Wake up stupid" .. I couldn't think at all.. She was asking me all of those damn questions and i went dumb.. WTF? I am not shy.. I was prepared for the interview the night before.. and i began to think about all the little things..
1)I just found out about the interview last night
2)I am smack in the middle of exams..Why couldnt i say that i would do it on monday instead? :S
3)Who is stupid enough to take a nap right before the intervie and not even set the alarm. I even had a dream during that nap of many unfortanate events that lead to me missing the interview
4)I did almost cause an accident while driving on my way there. I blame it on temperary blindness
5)I got extremly rushed and fustrated on my way there due to heavy traffic.. couln't find a parking spot..I was luck to be there right on time.
6)I parked on an area of private parking for a minister..I was in that much of a panic

-------Which led to me rushinng out after the interview to see if my car was towed.. It wasnt.. Instead some very nice old lady parked behind me to block me in..Purposley mind you..I know this because as I began to attempt to manouver my way out of the spot. She came out and began giving me a hard time.. "The minsters are and out of here all the time" I probably deserved this..A sign from god? It is a sign of something for sure! There wasnt a single car in that lot.. Then 20 minutes later packed with only one spot to spare..
I apologized and told her that i was really sorry (Which i was) .. And I think that she could see my upset and fustratedness somehow. And she just all the sudden said okay.. you are from pei (she checked out the plate) Just dont let it happen again.. and she moved the car to let me out.. Me being so overwhelmed with everytihing .. began to cry.. I just love driving while cryin .. right downtown..where everyone stares..
--When i finally arrived home Danny was there all cherry... hoping that his gf gets to stay in Fredericton with him.. and I begin to cry again.. So he comforted me and gave an upset girl just what she neede.. To be treated to a wonderful Dairy Queen Treat..

I was so proud.. I usually am horribally stressed for exams. . and really really freaking out (I get extremly anxious for exam taking.. which 40% of the time leads to little panic attacks where i go blank during the exam) This time I was totally cool.. But this just topped it off . I am not a stress wreck of a ball de confusion.

Ya know what.. ? It isnt even that I really wanted that job in particular.. It is just that.. Every interview I have been having lately has been becoming worse and worse.. Before I knew what I was doing.. I knew what i was doin lol.
It also doesnt help that about two days ago I decided that I am going to improve myself.. From everything to mental thoughts (Become more confident) to physical(Goin to the gym)..The biggest thing that I wanted to do is to make a goal .. and then actually achieve it.. Which of course..led me to doing better in interviews.. Which we all know the ending result today..
eh.. okay.. So i got .. most stuff from the days fustrations off my chest.. So I am going to stop whining.

In other news..Exams are half way finished :) Yay..
Yesterday while studying at Tim hortons down town.. Julienne and I had an interesting conversation with some drunk guy at 6 pm.. He was an emotional wreck..{The reason I can say this is because no one really reads this}
He seemed to be an ok guy.. but everything to how he just plopped down beside us.. without anything to him following us up the street a bit at the end ...just seemed a bit strange.. Which is even stranger.. is that he looked extremely familular to me..
Rather than getting into details.. This was a very sad guy.. i dont mean sad in the pathetic sense..I just mean.. he was so sad that it was pouring out of his eyes.. Sadness .. defeat.. and simply fustration.
All of his thoughts were mixed together .. to the point where he didnt even make a whole lot of sense to himself...
I can honestly say tha ti have been pretty close to that feeling..It really made me think (I know I know ,, more thinking) just about how life really is..
eh.. Im not going to bother getting further into that topic either.. It would come out of me just as mixed as it did from him..and he was under the influence ..

I really am at this point..where I really need to make some changes.. they may be gradual but as long as they are eventually achieved.. I need to make some achievemnts..
I need to grow..s o that I can be happy with myself more consistently..
Right now.. I almost feel as if I am floating.. just floating.. In no particular direction.. What a waste it feels!
I hate always feeling as if i am torn in two opposite directions.

---Crap.. I said that I was going to stop whining!!
Jeeze.. lol.. I applied for advantage.. So if i get a reply for that .. we shall see..
The weather is nice.. I think that I need to go for a nice walk.. freshen my head..see where that leads me ..Maybe more icecream :)

:)

This post is mainly to deliver some traffic to Dan's new web page.. It is soo much cooler than mine.. But i did help him out with it.. So it's all good! :)
Scroll down on the right column under links and click on "Danny~G" ..It is a workin ptogress but he is doing so well :P
Check it out

what a night

okay..What a night
I can honeslty say that I soo much fun last night.. I mean wow
I drank the most I have since the summer that Dan and I began going out.. (Well minus all the dequila at the old apartment..which was just like water)
wow.. It was amazing :)
lol.. But since i turned 19 i get Id'd EVERYTIME now
Since it was the last day of classes.. The bar was PACKED!
I danced like mad.. lol. . I was a crazy drunk dancer.. I met another hippy..
I had my own version of crown serfing lol!
I also was flashed by a girl.. weeiirrd.. She was showing off her nipple piercing
lol
And not to mention.. There was some guy and..I just knew for some reason he was a big asshole.. So i bitch slapped him lol..
Soo much happened..
I also made a 1am call to one of my good male friends(Will not disclose the name)
And got all emotional because he is such a good friend..

Good times :)

I am getting excited about gettin back to PEI.. I wonder what place has replaced Myrons now.. hmm