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pheewww
I am having troubles with this blog. It keeps wiping out.. Maybe 3rd time is the charm. Not a whole lot is new. I have been working for a few days now... we will just have to see how long i actally last with it.
I am also trying to get school things straightened out. UPEI is so much different than UNB.. I am lookig forward to it though.
Mine and Dans new thing is rollerblading... And let me just say that I have definetly 'lost' it over the last couple of years. We have a lot of fun though. Dan begins work next monday.. he has started his classes too.
Lots of 'newness' in our lives.
I am not sure what I will be doing Friday night.. but Saterday Dan and i will be celebrating our 3 year.. :) :) :) :) :)
If anyone hasnt seen ranna, matt and robs new place you are missing out. :P
shmoddah boolatta bloom.

fh

Summer is comin to an end!
I love fall. It is my favorite time of the year. :)
Here is what is new;
We have been doing a lot of nothing. Having no job and all. We have also been goin out with friends quite a bit etc.
actually I was getting a little bit nutty at the end of it because I am so used to being overly busy constantly.I dont feel like that anymore because I do have a job set up. That job being at Resolve Corp as an internet Rep. I begin next Tues.
This job hunt wasnt that painful. It will hopefully work out too.. because come January I can still work there part time.
Gotta do what ya gotta do!
I am officially going to UPEI in January as well. Things in that department are going smoothly SO far.
hmm.. im still not in a writing mood. well if anyone is doing anything fun this weekend message me :)

Home again

We are home again..
This time permanently.. I think that once Dan and I get working we will be mostly living at his 'rents place.. Curently we are back and forth from his to my parents.
Other than that all else that is new is im about to begin the wonderful job hunting again.
Dan my brother Leigh and Rob all camped out at Blooming Point Saterday night.. It was really fun.. and strange at the same time.. By strange i am simply referring to a lady who decided to take her screeching son to a campout in the middle of the night.. and another group singing horrible charokee on the beach lol.
It feels so good to not be living in Fredericton. *sigh
hmm .. yep i m not in the writing mood..

PinK

BusY weeK~

Something new to look at! I was getting bored of the darkness of strange emily.. Im not finished changing it around yet.. Im not the best with html..especially with blogger..

Its moving week once again. lol.. This time wont be as rushed though. I get to get rid of all my bAnking responcibilities.. As in Special keys.. combinations passwords.. and all of that other stuff that I shouldnt really be talking about. Yet it actually doesnt matter because NO ONE has access to anything by themselves..
There are always double keys, comz passwords.. etc.
I am thinking of trying to get another bank job on PEI.. My branch managers are going to put a word in at both ch'town branches.ok enough boring stuff! :P
I am really looking forward to be back on the island for good. Well for good for a while.. who knows what will happen a couple of years from now... I am releived that i will get to help out my family easier... I think that this is the best move at the time being...

Hoping weather will be good Saterday night!
Only 3 more days of work :)

Im not even sure if i will have the chance to get together with all of my new buds from freddy before i leave... If not .. you guys rock! I will visit.
This is to court**** Call me when you get to town.. I dotn know whats happening tomorrow night***

cr@zy

okay.
RANDOM ACT OF THE DAY->
I bought a digital camera.. I litteraly just jumped out of my chair and raced to future shop to get inminutes after* they shut their doors. Heyhey they woulnt say no to an easy sale.. anywho.. I dont regret it ..yet.. and here is a funny pic of chikki.. There is a funnier one of me.. but I decided against it :P ..
Yay I can take pics now!

Sometimes

Sometimes when I watch an extremely strange movie, it makes me think. Sometimes it is hard to grasp an idea of what reality is suposed to feel like.
I have this creepy tendancy..
Whenever I watch movies which deal with crazy high amounts of psyological problems, I begin to wonder. I mean.. sometimes I can actually relate to those things. Which causes me to wonder..
and then I scare myself.
(haha)
Ever imagine what it would be like to be so deep within the burrows of your mind to have created a whole new reality? Since we do apparently only use 10 percent of our brain.. and there seems to be a fine line 'between genius and insanity'.. couldnt that mean that everyone who is considered delusional has actually just developed over that 10 % mark.

ok.. so I just finished watching 'Trauma' .. i canot say that it is the best movie that i have ever seen.. but it did make me think.
..which isnt unusual considering i thing way too much.

Our phone has been acting strangley. I was waiting for Dan to call .. and was annoyed that I havent heard from him all night.. I then decided to give him a call to see if everything was good. Only to find a bunch of messages from him on the telly.. Each one becoming more and more concerned. While I was listening to these messages.. the phone became more and more crackly. It has been like that for the last few weeks now.. but this time it just kept getting so loud that i could barely hear the messages.. And then somehow the crackling turned into some sound .. that was almost like a little girl humming.
lol.. ok.. enough of me sounding silly.

I was very glad to find that I am finished of work next Friday. For some reason i had it in my head that I wouldnt be finished until the following friday after that. yay!
Which is great because of how much fun next Saterday night will be !

yayayay

I just arrived from PEI.. My big trip that was just over 24 hours. I made use of the time though.
I am also glad that Im not dead from exaustion.
hehe.. actually I had A LOT of fun. Good time with good friends and family.
I am dreading going to work tomorrow.. Im scared that my manager is going to be a bitch about the fact that Im leaving. ,,non~neaded stress.

My last day is the 26th and we will probably get moved over the 27th. Which means that weekend Dan and I want to head out to the beach to camp.. drink.. roast m~mellows... etc.
Come one come all! :) :P
Im going to send an email to ppl whom I have on MSN..
So yeah.. that is the 27th of this month.. and it is a saterday night.
oh right.. The beach.. hmm.. Blooming Point..
Yeah.. that should be good. lol

NEWA!S

IT IS 9AM.. and Dan and I are OFFICIALLY moving to PEI!
Feels so good to have soemthing figured out. Our lease runs out at the end of the month, which means that we will be all moved over by sept 1st. (shhhhh Dont tell anyone)
Hopefully a bit earlier than that.
Im finished work the 26th and Dan is finished the 23rd. So we might have a lil bit of the august sun left. :)
The only thing that ended up holding us from leavign freddy was that we have okay jobs.. and PEI isnt the greatest place to find good jobs.
but the livign expenses are so high here... that we havent been able to put any money away for school or anything. We would basically be living the 'working life' with no family.. beach.. etc.

haha

Jeeze, I wonder if its obvious how excited I am.
Well, now i get to finish getting ready for work. Today is my shortest shift of the week.. something to look forward to today :)

SunsTruCk

Todays event;
Worked at 900am with about 3 hours of sleep.. surprisingly the day went quickly .. I got home and had the most amazing hour of chillaxin.. :) My bro and i then headed to shoot some hoops.. It was about 2 years since i have gotten a b~ball in a hoop.. I caught on quickly though;)
While baking in the tourching sun I quickly became dehydrated.
I had even more fun last night though.
Leigh Jullienn and Alexander and i headed out to Harvey Station to the lake. Oh ya the nb lingo is just rrroolling off my tongue!

Anyways it was a great lil place to swim.. not quite as good as home.. but def. close enough.
I gotta have my swimming no matter where I live.

We will be probably going to the lake again tomorrow.. we have ta bring Dan along for the fun.
I am also undecided about this weekend.. I only have sunday off. which is my fathers party..aka family renunion.. as i have probably mentioned before. I dont know how well it work out.
with time and all.

If i dont go i will be going out to a beach party for sure..

I do have other news .. but is isnt officially official till after work tomorrow. Which just means it was completely pointless for me to type that.


We then headed back

And The Cat Came Back The Very Next Day!!

Our landlord was really upset that chikki was missing.. so she cooked up the idea to keep the main door to ourside open with a shoe and for us to put some food out for her..
So she went out and put her bf shoes between the door blah blah blah.. and we kept teh door at the bottom of our stairs open as well.. so that she could get to the other one right at the top if she DID come back..

Then about a half an hour after we got back from picking up Dan from work.. we heard her meowing at the top of the stairs to get in..

We still arent 100 percent sure what happened.. but we are just so glad to have her back!
and tht she was smart enough to find her way.

On another note.. I HATE WORKING 6 days a week..
well at least the way it is set up.. blah.
I swear.. if that position is still available near the end of august.. for 5days a week..im going for it

Dan and I still dont have any idea what we will be doing come september..
It is looking more and more like we will get to stay in our apartment if we want to.. (less moving =good)
but who knows.. Dan could be in PEI by then.. or at least have a job lined up.. or i could end up going to school full time again..

it is just crazy the different amount of options that we have to dig through.

I will probably be going to see wedding crashers tonight.. Considering that Tory will be leavingFreddy this saterday!! We have had some good times bud

I got this wicked tan.. the worse part is that it is on my palms..
oh yes the beauty of fake tanner cream. I am very impressed on how well i have been avoiding blotchyness though.
Since the end of jul.. i have been trying to get outside every chance i get.. Cant let summer 05 get away on me!
My fathers 50th b~day/ family renunion is coming up on the 14.
I cannot possibly get work off. but im wondering if i should say screw it and go over for a day.

Who would think that even with Dan and my income.. that things are still so tight? I know i didnt for sure.
Wow my bro has been here for aweek already..

awful news

I have horrible news :(

Our kitty chicken has been missing since about 8 oclock last night. We are going crazy
.. We havent seen her since I made a quick stop in at the apartment.. to pick up some pizza and go to Alex's for biking and Ghost world.

I know that she didnt get outside when we left cause I remember closing the door carefully behing me.
What is strange is that right at the time that we were on our way out the door again 4 ppl who were lookin at the house (Which is for sale) Were on their way up the stairs to look at our part of the place. They went up right after us and we havent seen her since//

Actually.. Out of the approx. 10 ppl who have looked at the place since it was put up for sale.. I got the strangest vibe.

And when we got home they had pulled about ten feet of our cable out of the wall and left it in front of the coffee table. Our computer end table/desk thing was also moved further from the wall..
I found that strange but didnt think much of it until our poor lil kitty went missing :(

I cant stop thinking about it.. Dan is really upset too..

I mean the worse part is that we dont have ANY idea what happended to her..
Of course we can make assumptions.. but that wont get us anywhere..
:( :(
She could be trapped in some horrible place within the apartment that we dont know about..
Outside for the first time since we got her as a stray in the thunder and lightening..
taken by some horrible person.

I dont know..
I know tha tsome ppl would think that oh she is just a cat but.. really she is the first big thing that Dan and I have shared together when we first moved out together..

:(

yeahcha

I am exausted..
I can barely keep my eyes open and ve felt likethis for over a week,,
oh the joys of working 6 days a week.. etc.

I am having Wendys ordered for me as i type..mm
actually i think that it just arrived.

My bro hitched a ride back to freddy with us.. and I think he will be staying till the 14 of august.

Wow.. time...
The pei trip was good.. It was busy.. but fun
I cant wait till i get things figured out for this september..

We dont even have a new apartment line up..
hmm Im daydreaming about random things...
I guess this was kinda a pathetic post lol

exciting

we have fond a chicken sitter!
It was quite random and odd.. but i got a chick from my work to do it.. she seemed pretty willing.. i bet that it is only cause she wants the ability to go through our stuff when we are not around.. but thats cool.. we will do anything to have someone bfing food to our cat!


Aww, Man there are soo many things i wanna do when i get to the island. example *Go to the BEACH! NB sucks in that department. Thee sand is like horrible gravel mixed with glass.
us islanders are friggen spoiled..

The only really big thing that has been happening lately, has been apartment hunting, and attempting to get the next few months figured out.

I am soo excited about this weekend. :)
We dont have much time but we are going to try to make everday count..
My biggest goal is to visit my grammy misener.. considering that i havent seen her in SUCH a long time.. and I havent actually visited her since Dan and I have been together.. we would just bump into her every once in a while.

and of course to go to Dwaine and Marie's wedding..

im so glad that we have the chance to get to PEI this summer..
I was at the point where i thought that it wasnt going to happen.
..

alkjf

I get to for a trip to PEI soon!
It will be a short trip.. but none the less.
Dan and I will be moving again soon.. By soon I mean at the end of August. Our lease runs and we want to find something more affordable and closer to work,,
This is sad.. I might be repeating myself merely because I cannot remember what I have written in previous posts. meh who cares.
I am really trying to keep from getting burnt out from 6 days a week of working in the $$$.

blah.
I have made a large career choice.. In my eye it is anyway.
I enjoy being vague which is why I am not going to go any further with that past statement.

Lately I have been going on spontanious adventures. Now to some they may not see quite exciting.. but i find them interesting.
After an rampage of a whopping 4 book purchase, I have been pleasure reading lately. Its been a long time since I have read a book that wasnt strictly educational material.
hehe.

I wish that the St john river wasnt dirty..I would go swimming in it every day.. Life just doesnt go that way though.

Within the last few months, it has seemed that Dan and I would be staying here in Fredericton for much more than a year.
Thankfully we have decided not to live in lil old freddy for the rest of our lives and have made a game plan to get back to PEI..

'the grass is always greener on the other side'

Poor chicken is going to hate moving..She hates anything that causes her to leave the confort zone of her territory.

July

Here we are in July.
I could easily see summer drift by before my eyes.
Simply because i spend 5 out of 6 days in a airconditioned building.. and then by the time i go home the sun is going down.
Hopefully that wont be the case..
So far i have a little bit of vacation time for the endish of july/..
I might get some for august...then i wont completely miss out on the PEI beaches..
Today was my first experience with an NB beach.. and lets jst start off by saying that.. it wasnt even natural..Totally man~made..

I was walking on the sand barefoot.. only to find more pain than I would have walking on gravel..considering that it was a particular mix of gravel..large rocks.. and something that almost resembles sand..
and then we went swimming..
only to find the walk to water that was high enough to swim in just as painful.. for me anyways.
crappy rocks..
Now I know that we do have beaches on pei that are rocky too.. but im used to grand tracadie...blooming point... stanhope even.

Canada day was interesting..
A bunch of us went to party at friend Daves place..
I drank far too much.. but oh.. didnt spend any time sitting by the bathroom toilot..
I had more than one *embarrising occurence.. and to my surprise they werent my fault at all.. except for i found myself on my ass halfway inside and halfway outside a screen door.. (I didnt break it..that happpened from an earlier adventure of Tori)

Now.. The reason I say I drank too much was not because I had too much to handle.. but I had to work the next morning at 8am..
So the following morning I made my way into town with perhaps 3 hours of sleep..
I of course couldnt drive..for i was still wasted..

Yep .. a drunken day at work.. Hopefully i didnt have that distinct scent of liquor.
I havent pulled one of those off since the summer i met Dan...So I remember..
meh maybe not.. Im wont say anything for sure.

I got home yesterday from work,.... happy to be able to find some food.. which my stomach was torturing me for starving it..I just couldnt get the acidic feeling away and took a gravel.. That was around 6.. I was cloncked out..and the this morning found that i somehow managed to make myself a full meal the past evening.

Today, should be a nice relaxing evening with dan (Hopefully).. we have movies rented.. and popcorn will be popped.

Im in a girly mood.. so dan and i rented the first season of sex and the city..You surely will find us brain washed some day down the road.

It is canada Day!
Yep.. July..I dont have time to sya much, cause im on my way out to go downtown.. but thats the story..and im sticking to it!

I think I will pukeif time goes any quicker.. arg.. What happened to the spring? Next Friday, it is july.
ahh.. scary

Yesterday it was about 36 degrees.. and then it felt like at least 40 with the humidity. I was lucky for the worse part of the day cause I was working inside with air conditioning.

So i got drunk last night.. The first time in a whle.. Since I did have today off I thought last night I couldnt just let it goto waste! I got a head start on drinking cause Dan didnt get off work till 1am..

and while i was waiting I decided I wanted to go and 'makes some friends'
I didnt know how I would do this .. So I decided to go on a adventure.. I got dressed and went walking in the middel of the night by myself drunk! woo hoo..

I was on my way to go over the walking bridge.. and had gotten my feet and legs covered in mud.. so I took of my sandals.. and staggered along the wooden bridge..
It was the most at home I htink that i have ever felt in fredericton..

It was amazingly nice out.. with the odd cool breeze.. It felt like i was walking towards a beach.. especially because I was surounded by water..

Near the end of the bridge I randomly snuck to one of the hidden benches to dry my feet and legs , to put my sandals back on..

While I was walking I noticed that there was someone walking behind me..and by the time I was ready to go I knew that he wouldnt be that far away.

So I JUMPED out and scared the shit out of him..
It was easy to tell that he was nervous.

and that is how I 'Made my friend' He accompanied me downtown fredericton.. I was kinda paranoid about him.. and had my keys between my fingers, just in case. He did say strange things.. I began to wonder how I would split ways with him.or if he would just tag along with me all night?

While walking I saw this random fountain,, and being me I rand and jumped up by it and began putting my hands in the water.. he followed.. and the next thing I know I was soaking wet.. He was splashing me! I got really wierded out .. and jumped backto the sidewalk.. wondering how this would end..

We walked only a couple minutes more when he rear to the right... to go into an alley.




and then said.. this nice meeting you "what's your name?"
"Jenn"
"Nice to meet you Jenn, Im Randy"

Just like that i was on my own again.
I actually kindagot lost..eventually finding myself outside all the different bars..
It was intersting to see the crowd types change just as i walked down the street.

I then bumped itno another guy.and we chit chatted for quite a while.. He seemed uite well known.. random flocks of ppl would stop and talk for a while..
ewww..i just remembered that i took a drag off a strangers cig.. eww! blah..
okay.. im done writing about my night that was interesting, mostly to me.. lol

sfdas

working 'bank hours'

It is interesting.. Cause I dont miss out on those fun weekend nights, and I have a regular set schedule.
The downer is that I am a complete night owl. It is really hard for me to keep a normal sleep schedule..
My body has always loved staying up till about 5 in the morning and then sleeping all day.. So whenever I get into a routine and then accidently stay up a bit later than usual.. Im screwed.. blah

So i went and bought A LOT of sutff yesterday.. And i mean stuff like clothings..
i almost had a heart attack.. It is really weird having Dan and I working full time hours.

I am not so good for the gym lately..cause i havent been physically feeling well.

I am really annoyed at myself today cause imanaged to get my cash 200 dollars over.. wtf?!
I was in a horrible daze ALL day.
i just couldnt think clearly ..arg.. hopefully it gets better for tomorrow..cause i still have to find my damn mistake :S..
Dan has a short vacation right now.. :) So we are actually getting more than a rushed hour a day of time spent together!
I have a headache right now

mmm. We went to brewbakers today.. What a cool place to go! We just got desert and tea/coffee.. but it was such a nice atmosphere.
argallbaggle
okay enough of this random blobber jobbers!

I havent posted much lately!

Im just relzxing to my BTO.. Every time I here them or CCR I think of hanging out with my father .. listening to those CDs over and over again loving it.. Usually it would be while we were driving somewhere off PEI..

I am having a lot of *sweet summer memories right now. Sadly I dont have many GRAND memories from last summer.. I did get to go swimming quite often..which made it amazing. I think the thing that made it bitter was working at Dalvay.. At the end of it..I hated my shifts so much that .. it made at least 5 days a week sickning. and usually the other 2 were barely enough to let me regain myself.

It is too early to tell whether I will end up liking my current job or not.

So Dan an dI are hoping to make our vacations coincide. Hopefully we can get the time off in the summer so we can make a nice trip to PEI. Man.. I dont know what i would do...and entire summer away from the beaches????
That my friends is something that I have NEVER done before.. I have always lived nice and close to the beaches... so I am REALLY hoping that will work out.. Actually it is my vacation that will probably scew it up.. I cant get time off in July cause everyone has already scheduled for it. ... The best bet for me is August.. which is exacely where Dans work is booked.

I shall say interesting!

This is my second week of going to the gym consistently.. yet i am about to ruin it tonight! I let Dan take the car cause I had a special ***visit.. and my pain pills had not kicked in yet.. Well..Im justa sailing right now.. and am seriusly considering making the *sort of long walk to get there...

They say that if you go consistently for 3 weeks, your body is in the habbit.. and you wont find it hard to go anymore..
Which would be why Im experimenting with this.!

Other than that my life is pretty boring.. i went to see my friends recently purchased house (congradulations :P) Went for drinks at mexicala rosas.. which was fun :).. yep.. that would be my life right now.. now really interesting.
who wants to go on a road trip????? :D

workers

Had my first day at BMO today (Why is my computer beeping strangley?) It was kinda boring. I really just acted as another tellers shadow the entire time..attempting to soak up a bit of what she is doing. Im hoping it will be easier to catch on whenever I am doing it hands on.
I am also very proud to say that Dan and I woke up especially early, had a good breakfast, and did something really weird.. We went for an early morning workout. Fun stuff.
Then Dan and I went home so I could shower and get ready for work.. and poor Dan became ill.. Im not sure why.. but it was here and gone.
I got the call today about the other BMO branh.. I begin there next Thruseday evening.
So I called up Panos to let her know that I did get the position, and she was all ... well she wasnt as 'nice' towards me.
This one gal i work with is annoying cause she is all obsessed with getting her tips.. even sometimes for tables she didnt even wait on. In fact she is so obesses, she went and ragged onto this other chick, about how I didnt give her all her tips. How I took more for myself and all of this other BS. So Im thinking that this got on to my supervisor and that is why she is acting strange.

All I can say for that is screw them..Im only goin to be gettin a shift or 2 there a week..Sure i love the tips..but im not really depending on them..
Eh.. Anyways .. that is the end of that 'bitterness'

My father called me tonight to let me know that they finally found the body of T.W. After 6 months... they found the body. I always kinda deep down hoped that he just had to get away from it all one day and took off to the other end of the country or something. and that someday he would randomly be back in Grand tracadie, acting as if he never left.

Thing like this make me wish that I had gotten to know certain ppl better. He was a good guy. I knew him since approx grade 1.
It is crazy how you can know someone for so long.. but now actually know them.

There have been so many deaths between relatives and family friends in the last few years.. Especially this year. Im just hoping that it doesnt continue like this. I wish all of the immediate families the best.